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Yep so today was Crucible auditions :/ i wasn't too confident in my audition today.. but HOPEFULLY I'll be abel to read the scene work tomorrow!! YA'll did fabulous! :) besides that lifes pretty good right now.. got my homecoming dress and ticket and i'm SOOO excited!! boring entry but thats about it... comment?
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[10 Sep 2005|11:23am] |
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WOW i haven't updated in a long time... but heres the update of my life lately...
* sigh* I haven't really been myself lately.. i've been a more.. depressed me I guess.... this sucks. I dont understand how like one second he could be all yea I want to date you and the next say he just wants to be friends... what bullshit is that.... but w.e i'll get over it eventually and SOON i hope... i guess i didnt' understand how much i really liked him until he said that :( and how much i guess i really did want a boyfriend... but i like the way brad put it as.... he said that we were just in blind love... i like that phrase... blind love and i think that describes it perfectly...
Schools been alright lately, i've been talking to some new people i wouldn't have thought i ever would and its really sweet. Crucible auditions are next week and i'm SOOOOO incredibly hyped! i just hope i get out of this funk that i'm in by then :/ ugh i hate feeling like this. So Homecoming is coming up soon and idk if i've still taking Ryan after he said he just wanted to go as friends.. i guess i'll think about it... but on that note my wonderful girlfriends and I are going dress shopping today! :) so hopefully that'll cheer me up a little bit at least. :/
ughh.. i feel like rolling up and crawling into a hole and idk why :/
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wow... i haven't updated in a long time... cause well i dont really like to anymore :/ this summer is almost over.. registration is tomorrow and i'm really bummed about it, i've had a lot of good and a lot of bad things happen this summer lol but over all it had some pretty great times... i'm really excited and also angry about having to go back to school ... i can't wait until WCSPA starts up again :) as i'm sure everyone else is thinking too. I'm very much ready to be a sophmore this year instead of a freshmeat freshman lol
and i guess thats about it, i dont really feel like explaining how lifes been lately and why its been like that but all you need to know is that its doing good lol ~ tori ~ yes i know blunt entry but ehh lol.
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[11 Aug 2005|12:11am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MILO!! BFFEAEAEAEAEAEAEA.... 16 !!! :)
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[04 Aug 2005|05:25pm] |
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OMG!!! so yesterday I went to the backstreet boys concert with my mother, jennifer and dawn! and yes i no .. o backstreet boys they're gay blah blah.. but it was soo fricken awsome! first... we sat in row A! like 5 rows from the stage... but luckily dawn was there to force us to sneak into the very first row where we eneded up sitting by Nick Carter's cousins and possssibly Kevins' wife and daughter!!! I SHOOK EVERY BACKSTREET BOYS' HAND! omg it was soo amazing i was like fricken 2 feet from Nick Carter, he sang to me and looked right at me and so did the others omg it was so great! but kinda scary cause this bouncer guy was like.. do you guys sit here and i had to lie lol but hey it worked! ahh i can't wait to get the pictures!
the opening back Click Five was awsome and soooooo hott lol jen is like in love with them and they kept trying to throw their picks to us but they flew in opposite directions.. darn lol but they pointed to us and sang to us .. o man it was great!!! so basically it was a great time had by all and was definetly one of the top 5 nights of my summer vacation!
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| showing love to all of my new friends :) |
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wow these past few weeks have been awsome... operetta camp is soo much fun and the people there are so great! its only been two weeks and we've already got soo many insiders hahahaha... no guys i am not half black lol
New friends
- Jen
-Katilin
-Melonie
-Portia
-DeVon
-Nate
-Helen
-Derek
-Sara.... etc.
too bad theres only one more week :(
tonight i'm going to Warren Idol to watch Jen sing :)
tomorrow the Walter's are coming over
and Sunday is my BFFFEAEAEAEAEAEAES BIRTHDAY WOOOOOO HOOOOO HAPPY 14TH MEGAN!! I LOVE YOU SOOO EFFIN MUCH GIRL!!!!
thats all for now :) comment
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today was.. interesting lol but a lot of fun
i went to operetta camp which is a blast :) and we went to the ballet that was performing at the opera house. they were amazing dancers and it was so pretty lol and also funny cause my friend jen and me were "interpreting" the dances hahaha we couldn't stop laughing! lol but the ballet itself was great
Afterwards i came home and went to erics cuase we were celebrating his birthday :) everyone was there and we all hung out.. i was in a really really crabby mood though and idk why :/ but after i got over it we played hide and go seek but with the entire neighborhood as grounds to play.. it was fun lol UNTIL the cops showed up :) lol becuase john, being the crazy person he is decided it would be funny to run across the street in all black and a ski mask while a car was coming.. well the lady called the cops and a cop car showed up hahaha but luckily he drove away after we explained the story lmfao boy was i scared lol... then we just hung out some more :) great fun Happy birthday Eric i couldn't have asked for a better "brother" lol
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[20 Jul 2005|05:51pm] |
stolen from mel
HEY GUYS !. IF YOU WERE INTERESTED IN JOINING TAP CLASS AS EXTRA PRACTICE THIS SUMMER, BUT DIDN'T GET AROUND TO IT, OR DIDN'T WANT TO GO SO FAR FOR THE OTHER TAP CLASS, YOU CAN STILL GO TO TINA MARIE'S (THEY JUST STARTED SUMMER CLASSES BECAUSE OF COMPETITION). IF YOU SIGN UP TODAY, YOU CAN START TOMMORROW. IT'S ON TUESDAY'S AND THURSDAY'S FROM 9:10-9:50 PM. IT'S $56.00 FOR 3 && A HALF WEEKS; TWICE A WEEK. ALSO, IF WE GET UP TO 6 PEOPLE, WE CAN HAVE OUR OWN CLASS FOR TAPPIES AND HAVE A DIFFERENT TIMES MAYBE THREE TIMES A WEEK. SO FAR, WE HAVE POSSIBLY 4 PEOPLE. SO IF ATLEAST TWO MORE OF YOU DECIDE YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN, YOU CAN AND WE'LL HAVE OUR OWN CLASS ! IF YOU NEED DIRECTIONS TO TINA MARIE'S INCASE YOU'VE NEVER SEEN/ATTENDED IT, IM ME ON AIM AND I'LL LET YOU KNOW:
COMMENT BELOW IF YOU'RE INTERESTED/GOING TO SIGN UP?
OKAY, THANKS ; ]
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so wow.. i didn't no my last entry was going to cause such a commotion.. thanks for all of the supportive comments guys :)
so last friday i got my permit YESSS it was great im so excited!
then we went up north.. blah it was boring.. rained the whole time
and yesterday i sarted operetta camp, so far its going great and its a lot of fun
tonight is my first tap class and hopefully i'll be seeing mel and rose and jen and milo there :)i can't wait
payce out :p
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yea so lately lifes been sucky and good all at the same time... i've hung out with some awsomely sweet tapp people * dawn,taylor,zack,jen,milo* but then at the same time... the drama with my other friends has just exploded!! blah its like i can't escape it!! nor am i going to take the time to explain the ball mess of confussion! :) lol comment if you'd like
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life is pretty lovely right now :)
took my drivers test today to get my permit.. pretty positive i passed
hang out with friends the rest of the time... i love my friends :)
thats all.. bye
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| Happy 4th of July! |
[05 Jul 2005|12:33am] |
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Wow today was SOO awsome! i <3 my friends! :)
so it started out with megan me and andrew<3 walking up to taco bell which is always a lot of fun just the three of us.. then mara called and wanted us to come over so we went to her house and went swimming which was also a lot of fun becuase mara was her cheerful dorkish self which we all agree is a much better mara than when shes... okay well anyways
then after mara's megan and me went to her house to drop somethign off when all of a sudden the college guys that were at her house for her brothers birthday party decide it would be fun to pick us both up and throw us in the pool with our clothes on lmfao! it was hilarious! lol megan didn't think it was all that funny though lol but i thought it was fun ;)
then i went back to my house and andrew came over and ate dinner with us and then the loefflers and milo came over and we decided to walk up to angus where we got caught in the rain... we all got totally soaked but it was such a blast running around and dancing in the rain :) there were even some fireworks going on all around us after it got darker which was even cooler. After we got just too wet and too cold we decided to go back to my house were we watched more fireworks around our neighborhood <3 it was a lot of fun.... then everyone left and megan me and andrew stayed outside and talked for like an hour about random things.. and like i said i love it when its just us three :)
so fun was had by all today i would say and it was a great independence day!
HAPPY 4TH!
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[28 Jun 2005|05:40pm] |
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I wish you hadn't kissed me
When you walked me to the door
I wish you hadn't held my hand
And made me want you more
I wish you hadn't whispered
All those sweet things in my ear
I wish you hadn't stroked my hair
Or hugged and held me near
I wish you hadn't smiled
When I opened up my eyes
I wish your touch
Had not erased all your little lies
I wish there were no little things
Reminding me of you
I wish memories would not
Make me feel the way I do
I wish I didn't know
That if you called I'd run right over
I wish I could be strong and smart
And give you th ecold shoulder
I wish you would have treated me
Like just another girl
Then the nights I spent with you
Would feel like what they were
I wish I hadn't fallen hard
I knew you weren't for real
But I just can't help the way
That being with you made me feel
I wish I wouldn't wake up sad
And know I've dreamt of you
I wish I could get through a day
and never think of you
I wish I could forget
How you took away my fears
I wish I only thought of
When you didn't wipe my tears
I wish that you had been the guy
I hoped that you would be
I wish I could get over you
Like you got over me
I wish that I could see you
For the person that you are
But the heart won't ever listen
Or grant wishes on a star
And I wish that all these wishes
Were full of honesty
But truth be told
I wish that you would just come back to me ...
not that i ever even had you
idk why i'm posting this...:/ its not like wishing does any good
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[27 Jun 2005|10:53am] |
Because you kill me
you kno you do you kill me well
you like it too
and i can tell
you never stop until
my final breath is gone
- ohio is for lovers
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[26 Jun 2005|12:57am] |
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wow .. today = busy..
so first i wake up at 9 to cassandra and megan who spent the night before. i had to go to an ortho appointment at 9:30.. so i'm going upstairs and i'm greeted by an art van furtinture guy and i'm like umm mom whats going on and she goes.. SURPRISE we bought new couches hm i guess i forgot to tell you .. how do you forget somethign like that lol.. okay so well i went to the ortho and it was justsuppoesd to be a normal check thing when he has a cancellation and decides to do a bunch of work so i'm like o great and he asked if i wanted gas.. and at first i'm like no because you said it wont hurt right lol and hes like right.. but then i got to thinking and decided... hell i've had a real hard past few days and some drugs will do me good, gas me up doc lol man that gas felt soooo good!
then i came home and got ready and went to milos party.. it was quite fun hehehe his spanish friend enrique asked me out.. hes so adorable <3 and i told him i'd have to see him more but it was a possiblilty!
i got picked up at 6 to go to my firends dance recital where i got the plessure of starring at the hottest dude who could REALLY move mmmm lol then after the recital we went out to big boys and i again went into sad mode and so i ordered mountain dew after mountain dew lol i had three...
it was a very fun,busy,moody day ... i wonder what tomorrow will bring...IDK if i'm looking forward to that... or not :/
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so yea... my day yesterday started out going to wendys' with john and megan.. then i called *him* and told him that we needed to settle this... so he meet me at angus after we argued on the phone a bit and for about two hours we "talked"... actually about an hour and a half of that consisted of no words at all... but i'm happy/sad to say that we setteled our differences (if you could call them differences) ... i think :/ * if you dont know what i'm talking about... dont ask *
after that..yesterday was a lot of fun and a lot of self-lookingness i guess you could say i honestly dont know what to do or how i'm gonna react to the weeks ahead. i hope my heart is ready for anything and i hope it can take the pain i'm sure it'll go through...
cass and megan spent the night.. we were such pimps with 7 guys with us lol.. had a squirt gun fight at erics, hung out the rest of the night lougeing around and having a dude chase john at angus for catching him and this girl having sex and then finding seman eww lol hmm.. fun!
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omg yesterday was sooo fricken hilarious!
okay yesterday cassandra and me were at bradleys, with brian andrew john and a bunch of other people... well cassandra me andy and brian were all in our bathing suits but cass and me had no pants, so we asked the guys if we could have theirs becuase they had swim shorts on. BUt after we got the pants we decided that it just didn't look right, so we asked for their shirts and then their hats. well the guys felt a little naked so they put on OUR shirts lmfao!! it was soo hilarious! i took a bunch of pics on my phone and i fi knew how to transfer them in here i would hahaha.. andrew had on cassandras' lacy tank top and brian had on my tight t-shirt haha it was great. me and cass were SWIMMING in their pants! hahaha.. anyways so we decided that we didn't want to give them their clothes back and so we hop on our bikes and pedal away with them chasing after us in our girl clothes.. wow .. it was awsome! lol ugh i love days like those.. the night.. yea that just about sucked... but he'll get his...
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ummm.... last day of school was this week.. that was sweet.. went to milos.. played poker.. hung out with jenny on friday and went to see maras dance recital with andrew which was totally great because i loooove seeing mara danced.. andrew liked it too lol... went shopping today.. fathers day's tomorrow... been hanging out with my boys a lot lately... maybe a little too much.. but i've got to love them so its all good... lifes been pretty normal lately.. decided to NOT do warren civic.... this summers just going grand lol payce out
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* i copied this from taylors entry word for word lol sry tay i was inspired :p * i recommend that all of you read both of these. some of you may have already read "For The Nice Girls," but i doubt many of you have seen "Ode to the Nice Guys". PLEASE read both. they are very long, i admit, but its definitely worth the read. ode to the nice guys got me thinking...because its true, what it says about us girls. most of us anyways. you'll have to read it. but it got me thinking...really thinking. and im glad that i read it. guys, i want you to read the one for girls too. just read them both i promise its worth it
( For the Nice girls )
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yea... so i haven't updated in a while and thats because so much and so little has been going on... plus i really dont like updating lol i prefere to read about other peoples day than waste my time telling no one about my day lol so if you know me.. you basically know how my days have been going... and in one word they've been great!
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